I am currently trying not to fangirl/fall in love/hyperventilate/scream of joy – but Luke Atkins, an oh so talented writer started following my blog in fetus stage.
Sure enough I enjoy his litterary talent but in addition to that the topics he writes about are very similar to the ones I plan on writing about. Sooooooooooo *tries to think of words but fails because it’s one of the things my depressions have taken from me*:
I grudgingly write to you while being stormed on by a daunting, dark, opaque cloud of a mental affliction that has chafed every atom of my racing, unstable mind a trillion times a second every second for approximately 21,600 seconds (the last six hours, that is). The clouds come and go on a weekly basis—lots looming through lost, lonely, loud, long-lasting hours, while others unravel at light-speed with a trigger, only to end up biting the bullet(s) a mere second or minute later—but, while the marks and stains always find themselves etched away in the washing machines, their memories (both for me and for those whom I pull into such storms) never fade.” – Luke Atkins
for those of you who don’t know what a bipolar-disorder is find the definition here